writings

some thoughts on some days

1/14: it's pretty cold around this time usually but it's even worse now.

1/16: really tiring day. the fireplace is still running.

1/25: i go to school pretty much every day at this point though the weekends are supposed to be free. well i guess im oversimplifying it because it's not like im at school everyday. it's just i feel like i can't escape it.

3/14: it's pi day. an individual has asked why i haven't updated this page in forever. the short answer is that i'm terrified of writing anything more. there is nothing to be afraid of but what we make of it.

3/17: i'm struck by a feeling of inadequacy. as if i should be harder, better, faster, stronger, smarter, etc. than i am today. of course everyone feels this way, or they accept that they're okay being how they are because they've got other things to do or because something else fulfills them better than the knowledge of their primacy. it speaks a bit to how stupid i am -- there's no way for anyone to be the best at anything or even "good" at anything. there are only relatives.

3/26: it should be a good day today. i mean i don't have to go to school tomorrow which is a plus.

4/3: messed up all my assignments for a couple days as i got back from a trip. so i've just been on that.

4/14: would it surprise any readers that i am a procrastinator? i have three projects due tonight that i honsetly could have done way earlier.